I feel very very sleepy!

today when i woke up i feel very tired and exhausted. i dont feel like coming to work anymore. im having a hard time to find a reason why would i want to go to work. i thought taking a bath would make me wake up and would make me feel like i wanna go back to work but it did not. the person that inspires me to go to work is starting to fade away which adds on my being unhappy and uninspired.

right now, i feel sleepy and a cup of coffee wont help. i feel left alone and no one to run to. i cant find anyone to give me that energy that i need to keep me up and going and work as how i use to be.

i hope and i wish that someone would make me feel alive or bring back what i was before.