i chose to be happy and chose what i thought would made me happy and what i thought i could do best. but i was dropped from it just because luck was not with me when the gods decided to pick who would be going down from heaven. i was given options but neither suits my liking because both would not bring me to where i was, to where i liked to be, to where i was happy. angels have whispered to me that this was to happen, but i didnt listen. several questions came to me, why gods didnt know about this but their angels does? why did they allow that i go back down after all the efforts i exerted to perform well and do the best that i could just to satisfy them? how come i was sent back to where i was before i got to my happiness even though the rule states that it is not to happen?
