I love watching this series. It talks about the drama, the fun, life and death of people. The suffering of people dying of whatever sickness they have, the ache of failure whenever someone dies during the operation and the happiness of people overwhelming with enjoyment when someone gets to live after going through an ordeal of medical procedure makes me realize that all these things that I’m going through are all part of being alive. I think people should not be crying over their love ones who died or who’s dying or people who’s dying should not feel bad about it instead they should be celebrating because the they will never have to fight so much to live happily. I think to die is to graduate of the sufferings of failing on something or ache from not having what you wanted and having so much adjustment just to be pleased by people surrounding you.
I’m missing my friends. This series involves friendship as well. The friendship that Dr Grey and Dr Yang is something that I think is more than lover can provide. With a friend who you can spit it all off and still ok at the end of the day, a friend who you can argue with and fight with but will remain beside you when you needed someone to lean on to is irreplaceable. Meredith Gray, who’s once an intern then became one of the resident doctor’s, is one of my favorite characters of these series. There’s something with her eyes, it’s so expressive, and sexy and very attractive. Christina Yang, who has this strong personality, is someone that I admire the most. She’s a fighter and she can easily stand up when she fall. She can easily pick her self piece by piece when all of it falls apart.
I though its like working in a call center company. Where, the patients are the customers calling and the doctors are the agents taking the call. I remember when I was an agent, when I was still taking calls, I would feel really bad when I end a call with an unresolved issue. It made me feel like I’m a failure or something, that I’m not worthy to be taking their calls and I better find a different job to do. I felt like Miranda Bailey was my coach who helped me get through all the hardships of adjusting and the torment of dealing with irate customers. Richard Webber was the OM who helps me get to the next level, which has been very supportive of me and provided me all the trainings and experience that I need just to move up.
I miss crying so much, I think I haven’t cried for a long time now. I think if given a chance to talk to a friend or someone about myself in a right place and time I would cry all my pains out. I miss the hugs and the kisses of a friend. I miss the talks and the laughter. If it’s hard to leave your comfort zone, it’s a lot harder to cope up with and adjust to a new environment.
Hope to see you soon.
